Big Island Hawaii 2010
I am aware that we all have our own story to tell. Here is a glimpse of my life as the healer.
I visited a channeller just recently and was told to share my vibrations with the world – to come out of hiding and to market myself more. I was feeling safe, comfortable and happy where I was. Word of mouth was the only way I knew and I did very well, might I add, or so I thought. Networking this way was great as it gave me the opportunity to travel to many countries in the world. I realise now where the channeller was coming from and that he is right.
Because of my upbringing and lack of support throughout my younger years, I was not aware of my gift until I was diagnosed with Endometrial Cancer, at the age of 40. I had been ill on and off for a long time but no-one could give me a reason for what was wrong until this diagnosis. I guess I took myself to my lowest and I had no choice other than to face what I had presented to myself.
I always knew I was different – I could see spirit from a very young age and had a very strong sense of what was right from what was wrong. Every time that I spoke of these experiences I would get into trouble and be punished – I was taught to hide from what I was and couldn’t see that I had a gift.
So of course I began to keep a lot to myself, thinking that something was wrong with me. I believe to this day the “Lords’ Prayer” saved my life as I would kneel beside my bed every night and quote this and cry myself to sleep then wake up like nothing had happened. Later on in my life I learnt that this was not healthy, because I started to bottle up all my emotions.
I spent many years in a varity of vocations searching for my correct place, including being a Beautician, Photography Model, Modelling and Acting. Yet even when it was shown to me, I avoided taking up the gift as a vocation, focusing on the above and jobs as a Secretary, PA and Receptionist.
Yes, I was avoiding my vocation as the healer.
My personal ‘spiritual journey’ has been an intense and rewarding one. I had to go through many life-changing experiences to understand what my calling was in life. Each experience I encountered gave me the skills I needed to help and guide others to heal with empathy, compassion, and unconditional love.
A peek-a-boo at my work in progress…..
Mother birthed me not in a hospital. My surroundings were cold and dark. Mother cut cord, I felt alone and knew even then that I would live a lonely existence. Cord around my neck, died, so she thought. Wrapped in newspaper placed in a rubbish bin. Rescued by Salvation Army. In hospital for 6 months, cord through my nose and mouth – one to breath and the other to feed me. I did not want to live.
Mothers’ sister and husband adopted me where I was raised in a family of 11. 9 children, two adults. To hide my identity, they raised me as a twin. At the age of 21 I found out that I was adopted, not a twin, celebrated my birthday in June when I was born in March. My twin was my cousin in real life……..
I have so much more to share –the above is very condensed.
For a deeper view keep watching this space – there is a book on the horizon.
Interests from Publishers most welcome.
Love and Light.
Trisha-Rose
